Butterflies- Sucks!: June 2007

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Bye Bye Advertisements

I am going to delete all these advertisements from my blog, I don’t want it to be famous anymore. I don’t care if some one reads it or not. It was never meant for this. I created it so that I can share all my feeling with it. But over the period of time I became greedy and put advertisement on it, linked many blogs and requested them to link me too.

But, now enough of all these stupid things. Anyway, even if It get linked with many blogs, who’s going to read it and click on advertisements. Who care about others feelings? Who give a damn in what mood I am today, if I had a fight with my boyfriend or we are happy together.

So bye bye, google adsense.

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Stupid, Chacha.com :-X

A friend of mine, is mad about blogging and net surfing. Every other day he comes up with some new funny site URL.
On Friday he suggested me chacha.com, some new award winner search site. Award winner, because they have personalized the search. Every time you type some thing to search, they will ask if you need more help, than chat live with a guide. By clicking on that a chat window opens, and you chat to someone, to get more accurate results.

I typed my friend’s name, and in chat window i told this person i am looking for the contact details of a friend of mine. A long lost friend. First of all its very slow. One can easily get irritated just waiting for the person to reply. To my surprise they displayed a page saying you are using abusive language and logged me out, and have written if it’s sent to you by mistake then please write to us at abuse_resolution@chacha.com, we will check at our end. I have sent an email to them on Friday its Monday today no reply from their end.

So why would some one search through them. To wait endlessly for results or to get logged off and to add insult to injuries display some page saying you are being abusive.

There goes the chat with the guide--------------------------

Status: Connecting ...
Status: Looking for a guide ...
Status: Connected to guide: Ken(84170)
Ken(84170): Welcome to ChaCha!
Ken(84170): Hi
Ken(84170): How may i assist you?
You: hi
You: can u find contact details of
You: palin
You: palin ningthoujam?
Ken(84170): sure
Ken(84170): let me look that for you
You: thnx
You: who long would it take??
Ken(84170): There you go
Ken(84170): Have a good day
Ken(84170): Please RATE ME. Thanks for using ChaCha.
Status: Session ended.

Friday, June 22, 2007

another meme - viralink

Another meme from Andy Coates....cool one :-)

To know how this works, head over to his blog for the detailed explanation.

———copy and paste the Viralink and instructions below this line———

Below is a matrix of 120 stars, I have already added a link to my blog onto one of the stars, all you need to do is copy and paste the grid into your blog and add your own link to one of the other spare stars, and tell others to do the same!

Viralink

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When I receive a ping back once you have added the Viralink to your site I will add your link to this grid, and each person who copies the grid from here will also link to your site!

Rules
No Porn Sites
Only 1 link per person (i.e don't hog the viralink!)
Please don't tamper with other peoples url's
Enjoy!

———copy and paste the Viralink and instructions above this line———

Let's get share some link love again :-)

One more request is that you can leave a comment here so that I'm doubly sure that you have linked me, before I can see your linkback on Google or Technorati. Cheers.

Spreading links with viral tags

Many of my friends are joining the blog memes around....it's time I join one. Sounds like fun...

This one is by Jimmy from Founder's Cafe. The rules are simple. Copy and paste the link below, put it on your blog and leave me a comment, and I'll link to you as well. Enjoy :-)

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Instructions:

1.) Copy and paste the matrix of “ViralTags” below courtesy of Founders Cafe (to support Jimmy’s quest of launching his own Internet Startup with a shoestring budget, please consider subscribing to his Full RSS Feed to see his triumps and struggles in real time).

2.) Substitute the Host Tag and one of the “Viral Tags” in the matrix with your anchor text of choice with your blog’s URL. Please keep anchor text to a max of 3 words to keep the matrix size manageable.

3.) When you get a ping back from someone that has your link in one of their “Viral Tags”, practice good karma by copying his/her Host Tag’s anchor text (automatically the associated link will also be copied) and paste it over one of your “Viral Tags” below.

4.) Encourage and invite your readers to do the same and soon this can grow virally.

Host Tag: Butterfly Feelings

Important: Once I get a ping back from you (I promise to do the best I can), I will add your anchor text and the associated link you designate as “Host Tag” here, replacing one of the “ViralTags” from the matrix above. As more and more bloggers copy and paste this matrix, the more backlinks you will have with your anchor text. If everybody who copy and paste from your blog does the same, pretty soon this will spread and go viral. So, the sooner you participate, the more links with anchor text you will receive.

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Let's get some link love.

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Thanks Spartan!

Hey Spartan ,
You gave me a wonderful surprise. I could not believe my eyes when I opened my blog today. Wow it looks beautiful, infact as you say beautiful is an understatement. I love you so much.

Thanks for revamping my boring blog in to a cool one.

You are so sweet, and yes you’re a great cook too, of course caring, loving, but a little sadduuu. Thanks for every thing.

Love you lots Palin, be nice, cute and loving to me always. Chupee, chupee, chupee...Eina nangbu yamnaa nungshi :-*

Searching for a friend

Thinking at the moment that, we spend almost all the time we have in our office with our colleagues than how can we have best friends out of office? Who can know us more than our colleagues? Now when I have realized this, I am looking for friends in my office. Some one whom, I can trust explicitly. Who can trust me with every thing.

So lets where that friend of mine is hiding?
:)

Monday, June 18, 2007

So Happy

I think the weather has done its wonder on me; I am in cheered up mood. Happy about absolutely nothing, and believe me it’s such a great feeling.

Well, yes a friend of mine (Anupam) has promised to gift me a Great Dane. I checked out this dog’s pictures on the net as I had no idea what a Great Dane looks like. I was more than happy to see it. It’s a fabulous, huge dog. Wow. The whole evening I was planning that how am I going to take care of it, train it, and stuff... Funniest part is I even dreamt about it. This cute little puppy shitting all over my room.:)

I can't wait to have this puppy, I am also thinking about what name to give him. Thanks Anupam in advance for this :). Well I am writing your name and thanks so that you don’t break your promise. Smart trick, isn’t it??

Thanks good for making me so happy, for making me so privileged, and for every thing.

Bullshit People

Once again I have changed the name of my blog. It’s kind of attempt to run away from some people, let's see how successful would I be. Saturday and Sunday were very very lazy days. Almost slept the whole day, but this slow lazy weekend was really good after a mad week (working week).

I suddenly felt there is no use of paying attention to people, who are too occupied with them selves or their hobbies. This particular person told me that people should not meet every day and should pursue their hobbies. So I asked him, does it mean you will not get married at all, as than you will have to see your wife every day? And as far as giving space is concerned, you hardly speak to me during the day. You call me for half an hour at night and than blog till 2:30 -3 at night, on weekends you wake up around 2:30, 3 o'clock as you were surfing till late night. Then once you are through with other things in your life you call me at 6 in the evening and ask me to meet you. How much more space do you want, and you still think that you can’t breath, you are suffocated, and you can’t take decisions in your life. How funny. But now I have given all the space to this person, as I have decided not to speak to him ever.

First time I was not feeling bad after listening to all this bullshit. Infact I am in a god mood. Working happily and looking forward for good things in life.

:)

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Happy To Have You Back

Darling Blog,

Welcome back.

I am so happy to have you back, i had no idea that you mean so much to me. But once i deleted you i felt like i have killed my best friend. How know so much about me and familiar with all my feelings.

I love you so much
:-*
Hugs & Kisses

And thanks a ton to Blogger for restoring it. :-*

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Shrek OR Pirates of the Caribbean

Watched Shrek -3 and Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End on the weekend. Well i found shrek better than Pirates of the Caribbean. Though Shrek- 3 is not as funny as the earlier two parts, nor there is shrek - Fiona spark like in part 1 and 2. But still it's worth watching.

Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End huh, it should have been named at the wit’s end. If you have not seen earlier two parts don’t feel bad, you still would have been equally confused. This movie is nothing but a piece of mess. I regretted spending 150 bucks on this, over plotted joyless movie.

For these movies I would say law of diminishing returns in its full force.

How does my blog look?

Hey, How's my blog looking? Is it looking better or shall i go back to old style?

I am sorry to hurt you. Please forgive me. i am sorry that i keep on writing bad things about you. But i know you are the best guy. So caring and loving. Just a little grumpy ;-).

Who in the world can wait out side my office every day ? Who can put up to all my stupid and repetitive questions every time? Who can take all the responsibility of being mature in the relation? Who can care for me more then you do? I know you love me a lot. I love you too more then anything. But its just that you stay so strong every time, i fear my being there or not being there in your life does not affect you. But now that we have spoken about it yesterday, i know i do matter to you :).

I am sorry to hurt you, and i promise i will keep on saying sorry every time i hurt you, as we both know we can not help but hurt each other :)
Love you lots Spartan.
:-*

Monday, June 11, 2007

Learn to love yourself

Got a lesson from a friend that as long as you don't let go of something, how would u ever know if u deserve or can get some thing better. It’s so true but then it’s easy to say then practice. Just imagine you are in love with some one who doesn't care about you much or doesn’t pays as much attention as you deserve, but then you are deep in love with that person. Can you leave him/her to get /find some one better??

I don't think anyone would do it, to be put correctly can do it. Only time can teach us how to let go of such people. As I believe its better to get hurt once and cry our heart out then getting hurt every day, because this person did not do some thing he/ she should have.

We all should learn to love or not to love some body according to how we are being treated. I don't believe in philosophy like we shall love people irrespective of how they treat us. One should learn to love oneself, and once you have learned the art, no one can possibly hurt you, as you would not let anyone hurt you.

Till the time we don't learn to love our self we can keep our self occupied so that we don't think too much about the person concerned. As we start decreasing the time we give to this person, we start becoming independent. We depend lesser on this person which is a great achievement, and then one fine day we become free bird. Then no such person ever matters to us. So the aim is to become a free bird, now whatever path you chose depends on you.

So, be happy.

:)

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

Horrible day

Today was horrible day. was working like an ass the whole day, was working on 4 clients. My god some time wonders what does these people expect out of me?? world?? so many calls from clients from other offices from journalists, ohhh felt like a call center employee. Dont have any energy left to speak. :(. writing this post that latter on i could remember that i worked so much and what a day it was. ;)

Some time i think i am not able to make some people understand. I don't mean to interview anyone, but i think i tend to forget sometimes that i don't have no right on anyone to ask them even simple questions like why did you call me?? or you angry.
but thats what life is all about.

Right now listening to "Had a Bad Day song" and "every breath you take". finding these songs very soothing. Don't know what is wrong now a days with a Friend of mine and i , we end up fighting for trivial things. Is there lack of understanding or i dont know if some kind of hint. What ever it is i am not ready for it. But then its life and fate so why would any one listen to me i am to insignificant.

Just wonder sometimes what is it Thai mata has in mind for me. Why have i become to emotionaly weak now a days. Why do i cry on every time on such things when i know some people are rude they don't care about other's emotions and they find emotional people fool, weak and unhappy from within , and emotions are nothing but dramas and tantrums for them.

I am trying to be strong, but in vain. Where is that real me who used to be very strong? Gotta find her.

Well enough being depressing, anyways who cares!
:)
lets see what lies ahead for me.... has to be something good.

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Back 2 Work

Back to work. Been to Himachal my home town for five days. Weather was so pleasant, we had to take blanket at night. Met my relatives after a long long time. Wow it felt good.On Friday we went to Murarati Devi, which is at the peak of a very high mountain. Road was horrible, but it was fun going there. View from the top( murari devi temple) was beautiful, we could see Sundernagar Lake, and lot of other places( i don't know the names) from there. On Saturday we visited THAI MATA, my favourite goddess. As usual i asked for lot of things from her. Which i am sure i will get and i dont get them i would get something better. :)

We came back on Monday morning, and i could not even take an off as i had lot of work in office. So while working my beautiful Himachal was flashing on the back of my mind.

But, what to do??.... Ohh just remember i have lot of work lined up.
Should get back to it, if i don't wish to stay back.

:)