Wat do u do when ur sad?

Hey...
what do u guys do when your sad, feeling low, and feels like if the whole world is after you to let you down??

well...
music really cheer me up. Just some time back i was crying feeling low, and now I'm high spirited girl once again, listening to rock.

So what do u guys do when feeling low??
Eat chocolates,
Go shopping,
Chat over phone for hours and hours
watch movie
curse the one responsible for this
cry in a corner
Wat Wat Wat.....

Do let me know...

Cheers...
keep smiling, and winking:)

Just wat i wanted :)

just in this post i am going to write about some one , once and for all. story begins some thing like...

we met through his blog, became friend and then more then just friends. He would chat with me during the day on Gmail, and would call me at night (as he would be very busy during the day) talk a lot about what we will do together, go camping, spend night looking at stars, and lot of good things. But as soon as i got in to relation ship with him, he was too busy to chat, but still would call me as usual at night only night. So i started saying call me during the day too, if not for long then just for a minute to say hi. So after much hue and cry he started that, he would call me in the morning around 10:30 for a minute and say hi, how are u , ok bye continue working. And some times during lunch(1 min.) to inquire had lunch?? and then would come to pick me in the evening and drop me home. But some times he would hardly talk as he would be tired just pick me from my office and drop me home.

I never asked him to call me for 5 minutes, all i asked was to call me twice a day even for a minute just to say hi, but may be that was too much of asking.

Once hooked to his net he would not even care to send a msg to me, and initially i used to call him once a while during the day but all the time he would be very busy so i stoped calling him.

he sent me a msg around one at night on Friday" hi sweets i have messed up my website big time, i hope i have kept a backup in my office so tomorrow i will go to office in morning and check" So he went to office, worked on his site and did not bother to send me a msg only the whole day, and den called me around quarter to five and asked hey u going for ur guitar class... i ll come to pick u. i said no no u work on ur blog i will come back on my own...

But he came to pick me around 6, 6:15 and then we go to reliance store as his data card was giving some problems. I sat in his car when he went to the store, as i wanted to stay alone, all this time i was thinking what has happned to me, y do i let this guy treat me like an option, when nothing better to do then he come to see me or call me. So i decided i have had enough, so once he was back in his car i asked him to drop me at a bus stand , but at a jamm(before bus stand) i got off his car took my guitar, and took an auto home.

He did not call me after that, then when he was tired of his blogging his net surfing , have had enough of sleep, he started sending me msgs at night(on Sunday, after a day and a night), dat y are u always angry with me? wat did i do.... so after some time i msged back...hey you must have had sleep all day, blogged all evening now when ur not sleepy don't you have some thing better to do??



And today he sent me the most rude email of my life, telling me that Know what, you only know what you want..what you want and what you want...... and if i don't love my self, no one can make me happy...as im not happy from with in... i want him to Call me in the morning, call me in noon, meet me in the evening, call me before sleeping...is there anything I can do besides this relationship in my life?...I don't need all this nonsense in this world. You have placed yourself against the website as if it is some sort of 'other girl' in my life. I have never seen someone getting insecure over her boyfriend's hobby.




Know wat the most stupid and silly thing is that it made me cry....when i should not have given a damn, how silly of some one to even think that i would be jealous of his blogg, OMG...but then dont we learn from our mistakes???


So much for my happy ending....

:)

Its My Blog

While deleting my blog posts i realised it was not actually about my life, it was not my blog only। In every post it was talking about someone else।

But now its going to be mine only mine blog। About me me me and me....

Just to think of it, who so ever it was talking about was part of my life only? So technically speaking it was not talking about some one else. Then why do some people try to fuck around for nothing. Do people have nothing else to do in life then making other’s like miserable, and than they tell you that your not happy from with in. In fact such people are the one who are bloody sad unhappy from inside.

Anyway life must go on.

Pheww Tired

oh tired of deleting my blog posts, already deleted 23 posts, don't know how many more to go.:)

hmmm....reason?? Trying to start my life once again from de start. so let bygones be bygones. Right?

hey yesterday was my first guitar class. know what my batch mates are 2nd and 3rd standard kids...what a luck...

have lot to write...would write soon :)
cheers
bella

Learning Guitar

ohh such a boring day. :( looking forward to the coming week when i would sign up for guitar classes. Wow, finally i am going to learn guitar, i always wanted to. Then i would sit for hours and play on and on. hmmm now this is cheering me up.

Funny turns Life takes

Wow, its raining. Cool. I am here in my ofiice working like a slave. How i wish some time, i were a bird, or an animal. Life would have been so free and good. I could do what ever i wanted to do. No rules, No work, no peer pressure, no nothing.

What to write?

Hey,

Its been long since i have not written anything. and i would like to justify this,so the reason for me not been able to write anything
1) Too much work[:(]
2) Paying lot of attention to my boyfriend.
3) Nothing to write about[;-)]

Well i still have work but then i realise i can always squeeze out 10 minutes for my darling blog(whom no one read, as its not public)
Had fight with my so called boyfriend and we are not talking to each other anymore.
And the third point, one can write about anything, there are thousands of things in life you can write about.

Like I'm writing right now[;-)]

well i have finally decided to make my blog public. I know lot of people are going to hate me and ask me to delete this boring, blog, but i am not going to delete it and i don't plan to bore people to death, but irony is that i always end up doing so.
So much for this time.

bye bye

Goa Trip

Hey we went to Goa for AGM, on 27th April, and were there till 29th April. I enjoyed the trip immensely thought i missed Sanna continuously. On Friday (the very same day) Mumbai team has held the party and the theme was p3 party, and me being an idiot did not carry any dress for the event. While my roommates were taking beautiful dress out of there bags I was fiddling with my bag. So, all these girls were dressed up in trendy one piece dresses, and were putting on makeup and jewels, there i was drying my ***with iron (Sporshi's Iron, thank god! she carried one), because I had forget to take ***s too…. And I had drenched the only one, which I was wearing, while frolcking in sea. Anyway I finally dry up my darling red ***, and wore a simple stupid pink tee and pair it up with a black skirt. But to my amazement no one was interested in who’s wearing what and this was a great ego booster for me. We danced the night away and people hardly had time to look at anyone.

Next day again we went to the beach, and obviously I again had to dry my red darling. AGM was in the morning. All the heads made presentation on what were their achievements and lacking in the year gone by and set target for themselves in the current year. It was so boring and we were very tired that we almost slept during the presentation. We were the host for the Saturday night party and the theme was “RETRO”. Being the host I was absolutely ready for the party. We spent the whole day practicing and deciding what are we going to do, Yes we had not plan the party in advance. But people come up with a terrific plan at the last movement, and it was decided that I have to dance on three song numbers without even my consent. After mild no- no i agreed to dance. We played a skit full of dance numbers and every one appreciated it. A lot of people walk up to me and told me that I am a terrific dancer, well these compliments made my dance and toil I put in worth it.

We went to the beach three times, in three days. We went for water sports like Banana Ride and speed boat ride. I almost broke my leg too in the sea as one of the girl fall on me while our ride get toppled in the sea. But all in all it was a full of fun trip.
Thanks to my company for such a wonderful trip. And yes Sporshi and i even fought but are still good friends. Goa trip infact brought us closer.
wat say sporshi??